Fresh Start...again

The night before my divorce was finalized (in December 2010), I had a coffee date with a guy that I hadn't seen in 10 years. All in all, it was great, even though my ex showed up with my son. The guy and I had a lot in common and started dating. It was one of those "all or nothing" decisions for me. I knew it couldn't be casual. He was different. Better. And we clicked. Against my better judgment, I let myself fall in love. In less than a few weeks, I was smitten. He'd never been married, no kids, but a crazy work schedule. I could deal with that, besides, I come with loads of baggage. The whole time in the back of my mind I kept thinking, "He's too good for me. He's got his life figured out, knows what he wants, doesn't have debt, doesn't party, doesn't drink or smoke. He's too good for me." While, I don't drink, smoke or party, I do have a hectic life. And issues. He has strong, unwavering opinions and a general mistrust of everybody. I, on the other hand, give my trust until it's broken. I accepted and loved him for who he is, not who I think he should be. I think at the end of the day, that's what most people want. To be accepted for who they are, with their flaws and mistakes and not feel judged. I don't regret falling in love and giving myself completely. It's just something to learn from.